Nanci I apologize,
Lockoff, You really need to take a good look at yourself before you join the military. I come from a military family and was raised to respect others, I'm pretty sure you were raised the same way, but you seem to be heading down the same road that a few others have traveled and Unfortunately it is not a good one.
I have no doubt that you can make it through the training and that you will earn your eagle, globe and anchor, but the hard part will be when you have to prove to your betters whether or not you deserve it.
Every Marine I know has told me that no matter what rank you are, the people who out rank you in the Marines will treat you like garbage. And, You have to take it. If you think you deserve respect, you have to earn it. Going through basic will earn you the respect of Civilians, but those who have gone through it before you, and have been through much more than you have and probably will ever go through in you military career are expecting much more out of you.
You have to learn to keep your temper in check and learn how to take orders, because the next however long you will be in after you join for good, will be people barking orders at you and expecting to see results. If you do not give those results there will be paperwork and enough paperwork leads to a discharge.
I have had Upper management that wanted to see me kicked out of the military, for some reason or another, but you know what... I respected their rank, even if they were not a good person, and I did not give them anything to use against me.
If you keep acting the way you do now while you are in, I will be surprised to see you last longer than 8 months. Because it really doesn't take long to gather enough paperwork to kick someone out of the military.
You really should take Oren's advice, even though he was in the military for another country, He is very well spoken and has relayed to you most of what you should do in order to make military life easier on you.
And honestly, Your attitude towards the people here, trying to give you advice on what you should try to change about yourself, is uncalled for. You may think you know about what the military will be like. But, all you know is stories from family... I can tell you one thing. My military experience was nothing like my fathers, my grandparents, or my cousins experiences, because 1, Its a different time and a different way of dealing with things, and 2 it is what you make of it.
I just wish you could understand that we are trying to help you out, even though it may seem like we are attacking you, we are trying to get you to see that always playing the victim will get you chewed up and spit out by the Marines, because it is a weakness that they will not put up with.