I am starting to feel it is me, Shadow had eaten F/T one gram pinkies. One every 6 days. Fed him on Sunday, left him alone till Wednesday, took him out for 15 minutes to get him used to being handled. He was 5 grams before feeding about 13 inches long. Friday morning he had not moved from where he was, he was dead I am very sad again. When taking him out, I would let him start to move then get him to go onto my hand, as opposed to picking him up. This was from the same clutch as Casper,who died after 4 days in my, what would seem care. Cool side of tank is 70-72, UTH is on a dimmer and was around 81-82, I test the temperature with an infra red spot reader. Aspen as a substrate, two homemade coconut shell hides, washed and baked for 20 minutes at 250 in the oven. I noticed after he ate he never sat in the warm side, with the light on during the day the inside temp was around 75-76. He did his pooping 3-4 days after feeding(ate 4 times) had him 4 weeks. I noticed what looked like a tiny bit of blood from one nostril. I still would like to have a corn, are the ones I had too small for a beginner? Should I try to find one a little bigger, or should I not bother with trying to be an owner. I am very confused and upset, any help and suggestions would be helpful, sorry for the post again.